Idk. I think i can draw. i mean we all have our different styles, true. but i feel like i cant really show alot of my art off. lol
if i use my scanner it's in really poor quality or really light because i dont usually use pen and even when i do use pen it looks awkward on the scanner.
that's problem number one. but theres a second part, a majority of my art is done usin tradition methods so yea, if the scanner wont scan properly then shit, how am i suppose to get it up?
hm, why not take a picture? thus problem two. If i take a picture it wont show all the details. cant get close enough to show and if i do it cuts out most of the picture. it's somewhat annoying.
Bleh, so why dont i just use my tablet? well i would but i dont have photoshop or nothing. i have GIMP which is fine but it's A SHIT LOAD of stuff that i simple cant do. lol
i'm not a great colorer at all lol which is fine. i prefer black and white anyway but sometimes my ideas are colorful and thought out and i cant really express that. all the shapes all the swirls and the speckles of light mainly because i dont know how lol
The whole "layers" thing confuses the shit out of me.

Maybe eventually i will learn. Does anyone know of some tutorials? or anything? lol
I've searched for some but i thought i'd ask.

I'm sorry for being so inactive by the way. it's not that i haven't been drawing (because i have, and painting too). i just...well i just described the problem above lol.

happy holidays everyone <3

Well yay!
drewby bought me a three month subscription that was too sweet of him
Thanks a plenty.

Well then midterms were over weeks ago i should have been more active but i had no real reason to be until now. I just started drawing again lol lord those art blocks hit and hit hard.

college is ok. i've givin up in the love department lol no real need cuz everytime i like someone it goes downhill so hey ima just live my life one day at a time slow and steady i have everything and everyone i need in my life already

what a crazy game we play, what dance we dance, to this song of ours. what a tangled web we weave.

oh yea
IN OTHER NEWS:
FUCK THIS WEATHER!!!! GODDAMN RAIN!!!! I HATE HURRICANES N SHIT LIKE THAT UUUGGH HEELLLOOOO CALLING MOTHER NATURE I GOTTA WALK IN THIS SHIT!

midterms are truly no damn fun
i can finally say for once that college blows and so does this stupid weather
but at least halloween is coming up and my friend showed us this awesome trail with a waterfall in the forest waaaay out there. idk how the hell he found that but yea lol

ugh idk why ive been so inactive lately and why ive been lacking in the art making department. i think im losing interest.....nnnnaaaaaaaah
idk ive jus been busy i think after midterms are over i really need to buckle up and just keep my head in the books instead of goin out and.....walking so much.
wtf where is my life headed??? i feel like a pothead and ive only smoked weed 2x wtf im doing nothing with my life but wondering around aimlesly lol but i mean maybe not ive always felt like this tho...o well

but yea me and my friends we walk and we meet random interesting people it sounds boring but when you miss out u really miss out.
but um yea im ready to go home now and like....idk im jus ready to get out of here. and ya know what? i hate these damn girls here lol why cudnt they accidently put me in the boys dorm???

but alas u all arent so lucky lol
i'm back for a lil while i do suppose, like i said college life really has me active.
lol i'm either walkin around, doin homework, studying, or partying.

so......
uumm....how's everyone been??? lol

lol idk random title.
i'm still happy. lol still loving college.
just thought i'd bump the last journal. i have a class in about.....30 minutes lol i'm sooo not trying to go but i have to go to every class during the first two weeks or i'll lose my financial aid.
I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN DOING HOMEWORK. i may start on it kinda late but atleast i get er dun!
lol

i think i wanna be a woo woo now [they're kinda like cheerleader but not really they rock]

oh yeeea VOTE FOR ME AS MISS FRESHMAN OF VSU! lol if there just so happens to be anyone that goes there or knows someone that goes there. yeeeeaaa lol shameless self promotion. don't ya just love meh?